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Трябваше някъде да се опитам да изразя чувствата си...защото не е лесно да си ги пазиш.

След броени дни...животът ми ще се промени напълно.Тази мисъл ме изпълва с ентусиазъм,но същевременно със страх.Бъдещето никога не е било от любимите ми неща - може би защото съм си страхлива или просто защото ме е страх от нараняване.По-скоро е второто (все пак онзи ден почти убих паяк!) До къде ще се докарам така - само...( тежко ми е да го кажа..) бъдещето ще покаже.

Вчера направихме "прощалното ми парти".На два-три пъти ми се приплакваше,защото осъзнавах,че тази наистина хубава и изпълнена с хубави емоции част от живота ми свършва...и последните часове от нея изтичат в този момент.Неизбежно беше да отбележа,че всички сме пораснали и че времето,в което се притеснявахме дали ще ни пуснат някъде или дали ще ни дадат бира в някое заведение(не дай си Боже нещо повече) безвъзвратно си е отишло.Вече сме студенти,пълнолетни...поели отговорност (уж) за собствения си живот.И най-важното...и най-тъжното...ние се разделяме :(

Аз все още съм си дете в много отношения,някои добри,други лоши..,но все пак...нямам право на това повече.Сега искаш- не искаш... думата "възрастен" виси като камък...

A...не ми се мисли повече за това..Излиянията свършиха...

Merci a tous...et vous savez que je vous aime!

Beggining is close

OK.33 days left.

News about it:I got everything and now I'm ready to face my future life.Scary.
I realized that I have to change my mind until then.I need a mental change before the life change.People who knows me.....they know what I'm talking about.

Actually I don't know what to say.There is nothing untli september.
O...my strange "crushes" if I can name it like that.But this is not important...Life is the only thing important...


I'm gonna miss you,guys...Really...

Апотеоз

Тя стои пред прозореца
чака с трепет в сърцето,
молейки се на Твореца
нейният любим да не е на Небето.
Той замина...отдавна
остави нея сама
в мъка удавна,
за нея светът потъна в тъма.
Няма я вече усмивката му-да озарява
нейният ден да огрява
тя иска само да почувства отново любовта.
Очите й-така блестящи преди
пълни с щастливи искри
сега потъмнели са от сълзи
Като сянка върви тя по тревата
моли и проклина съдбата
събира и хвърля разкъсани
изсъхнали цветя-откъснати
от нейната ръка.
Бавно стопява се нейната жизнена сила
няма вече нищо,което да я подхранва
плаче тихо,в леглото си се свила
и се надява сънят да я спаси от агонията й безпощадна.
Но ето чува тя живителния му глас
ето го-усмихва се на вратата
тя се хвърля в сладката му прегръдка в захлас
и изчезва...но къде?
И с усмивка застива мъртвешкото й лице.

Number 1 of my favourite players

Franz Beckenbauer.
He is one of the best players for the past century.I'm a fan and I really sorry that I can't see him,Lev Yashin and so on,playing.
Just saying ^^

Gravures

Ok..I came across to these amazing gravures and they make me think :) and I admire that.There is something like Baudelaire in pictures and this vicious,dark impression is so attractive.

Félicien Rops,belgian :)

Michael.Probably my first love(I didn't say "real")
I don't remember I became such a crazy fan of INXS but I know one thing-I'll love them forever.Kinda my Liverpool obsession?

Anyways :) I just want to say that he's awsome.The band..the songs.. :)


And...I'm so sad that Michael died...like Kurt...3 years later :(

Who's the most overrated actor?

Megan Fox

Ask me anything

What was the worst job you've ever had?

As a dishwasher... :(

Ask me anything

If you could wake up as anyone tomorrow, who would it be?

Alexander Skarsgard's girlfriend...

Ask me anything

If you could make one person fall in love with you who would it be?

Alexander Skarsgard....He is the sexiest person I've ever seen...

Ask me anything

If you could rid the world of one thing, what would it be?

The Chalga

Ask me anything

What was the best concert you went to?

AC/DC's concert in Sofiaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

Ask me anything

Do you believe in God?

Yes,I do

Ask me anything

What are you most excited about right now?

FRAAAAAAAAANCEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Ask me anything

How many countries have you traveled to?

8 :)

Ask me anything

If you had your own talk show, who would your first three guests be?

Steven Gerrard,Alexander Skarsgard and Jake Gyllenhaal

Ask me anything

What's the weirdest thing you've ever eaten?

Grass...It's not that bad...actually XD

Ask me anything

What's your dream car?

Peugeot 308 CC

Ask me anything

ALERT!

So...Today I start a new era...(kindaaa :P) in my blog.I'll make it popular.Since I'm going to study in another country...I should make my things...internationals :) That's why I'll write in English (dear my numerous bulgarian readers,I'm sure you can understand without translation)

What's happening with my life:I finished school,I have excelent marks on my school-leaving exams,I'm going to study in France in three months.
That was everything in short :) More information - Facebook

The essence of this blogpost is how to make my blog popular and how I'll write only in English...and French (rarely..calm down,Birov :)

P.S. Every advice and help will be appreciate :) Thankyou as one good friend is used to say...

Nous...

Nous sommes jeunes
Nous sommes naifs
Nous cherchons les reponses de nos questions
Pas des moyens,pas d'aide...
Dans l'espace froid de la vie...
Nous sommes seulement des pietons..
Nous voulons d'etre heureux
Nous sommes amoureux
Dans la vie,dans le futur
Nous sommes la nouvelle generation
Nous pourchassons nos buts et nos reves
Les enfants du monde...nous sommes tous les soeurs ou freres...
C'est tout que nous voulons...-faites l'amour,pas la guerre...

Декларация

Няма да спреш.
Това е твоята сила.
Сълзите са вече скреж.
Няма да ги видиш-аз съм ги вече скрила.

Думите раняват.
Но от теб вече не.
Чувствата могат да се забравят.
Дълго чаках времето да спре.

За нищо не съжалявам.
Сама пътя си и теб избрах.
Препятствията сама преодолявам.
Напред продължавам след теб и този крах.

I'm not dead

Hello.
I haven't written so long because of my pressure of study...or maybe because I have nothing to say.
Nothing happens these days for me.Annoying.
My dialy round is school,then back at home,then weekend with lessons...and no time to see friends.
I miss them and they know it :( I don't know if this is "good" but they are as busy as me.
This gonna be a short post.There si nothing interesting to say...I think...
I'm hero..actually.3 day home alone...but I managed to survive an inundation at home...to clean everything and so on..All by myself ^^
I have an amaizing red shoes! :)
I have a ticket for AC/DC's concert!^^

Birthday thoughts

Hello!:)
As everyone knows,I have a birthday tomorrow..along with my exam.It's really strange my feeling right now about these two things.
I'm more worried about my birthday than the exam.I'm getting old!!!Really...that's awful.And I don't mean that I'll get ugly or something...I'm affraid that for all these years...I haven't done nothing worthy.My life is empty.There is nothing to be proud with.I'm just one kid-looser...with big dreams but nothing behind them.I know what I want.I know what I can reach...but then I think about that..I realized that's not what one human being has to do in his short life.
Stupid birthday...I hate you!

Nothing important...

I had to write this...
My life is completely changed and I feel terribly lost.Ok,I know that I want it...but that I can be afraid of it.The biggest obstacle is...I..I feel so lonely at times and maybe this is the only place where I can say what I feel,deep in my soul.
Now I sound like a cry-baby :D:D:D I knooow..but everyone has days like there,right?Especially,stuck at home...sick.I'm in terrible condition and thanks God my brother is here to help me.I can't even stand still for more that 10 minutes..Hurray for the sickness!
I should stop....writing these bullshits..:)Thanks for everyone,read this.I appreciate that...(hugs)